Wednesday, February 19, 2014

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Sometimes you just need to pull your hair back, change into comfy clothes, eat some chocolate, and freak out.

Do some quick yoga, relax a little.

Watch some Joy of Painting because it really doesn't get any more chill than Bob Ross painting happy trees

Think of everything you have to do and everything that could go wrong and how little time you have and what really is the meaning of life

*possible anxiety disorder

Eat more chocolate, feel bad when you realize you've eaten every bit of junk food that crossed your mind in the last twenty minutes.

Realize you've done nothing productive.

Wonder if you even know what productive is and if you've ever actually done anything like it

*possible obsessive compulsive

Cry 

Cry some more

Wonder why the world hates everything beautiful

Cry some more

*possible mood disorder

Get in bed and try to keep from thinking about things, pray, fall asleep while praying, feel guilty about that later...

1 comment:

  1. Bob Ross...total agreement. Feeling guilty about falling asleep while praying....disagree. I think God understands our weaknesses and frailties, and I think it pleases Him that our last conscious thought is in prayer to Him, especially when we are doing it to keep negative thoughts out of our minds. He is pleased when we seek Him, and He knows the frailness of our flesh. Just so long as that is not the ONLY time we pray, I think falling asleep praying is a pretty good way to drift off to sleep. Love ya!

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